SwirlingFire: You’re Worthless So I Subtweet

By | August 17, 2019
Reading Time: 4 minutes

SwirlingFire

You’re Worthless So I Subtweet

I won’t ever ask you questions
I won’t
communicate
Or share My thoughts
With you,
I’m too cowardly.
I tell
My friends
about you.
I make
incorrect assumptions
about you and
your words,
to mock you
and your pathetic life.

I know nothing about you
I never
read your blogs.
I pull your words
out of context
to attack you.

I’m too busy
showing off to
My friends
They secretly dislike me
I am all powerful
they’re scared
I’ll turn on them
the way
I enjoy
taunting
you.

you’re not a sex blogger.
you don’t belong
with
important people

Like Me.

you don’t share
private selfies,
your spread vagina
Naked breast pics
are absent
I bet you’re ugly

you don’t
write about the sex
Important to Me.

you’re not
a
real
submissive,

your dom didn’t want you
he threw you aside.
Like the
rubbish you are!

I laugh at your tears
I am Uber Kink!

I know
The correct ways
you know nothing
you are nothing
To Me

I sling mud
at you because
I don’t know
How it feels.

I have attention from everyone
you don’t
you never will.

you’re vile

I tell everyone
About you
I feel invincible when
I compare
My brilliant life
To your empty existence.

I subtweet you
from My lofty heights
self awarded
Self entitled

I’m a million times better
than you

I don’t understand
expressing My hate
toward you,

I’m showing
everyone
My true self.

I’m controlled
I’m conditioned
By the adulation of
smoke and mirrors by proxy

My entourage
generally avoid Me

They pay
Me
lip service
when necessary or
I’ll destroy them,
In any way I deem cruellest.

I’m drunk
on My power

My Ego

I don’t consider
Nor do I care
the damage I cause with
My
Selfish Bullying.

I will Never take
responsibility
accountability or,
Acknowledge
My online behaviour.

Nobody will dare to tell
Me
I behave like
a Sociopath.

I’m a very unhappy person.

My world partially crumbling
I’m angry.
I’m hurt.
I’m ashamed.

I’m sad

I feel
My identity fading.

My pain is tangible.
I can’t stop the hurt.

So, I hurt others.

(I’m a coward)

It makes
Me
Feel better.

My ways are
The only Way !

I will
never understand
you.
Never talk
to you.

I choose to insult you.

I don’t believe
your blog contents.

When subtweeting you,
I am validated.

My position amongst peers is vindicated.

Carved out in stone 

Immortal.

I relish My enjoyment
in your
Emotional pain.

I am the secret
Sadist
A monster
Hiding
In plain view.

When I learn
how to deliberately
trigger
you,
I’d probably do that too!

I am important,
you are
a worthless
piece of rubbish.

I make Myself feel better
about My life
By being cruel to you.

I Am
Invincible.

I must not appear weak,
I must always be
better than you.

I need support
I cannot ask
I won’t be vulnerable
Like you
I can’t show weakness
Like you
I cannot show empathy
like you
I don’t know you
I detest you.

you represent
the taboo sides of life.
Hidden shame and violence.
It’s all familiar to
Me.

I won’t ever share my truth.
I’m stuck in a deep rut.
I made this bed.
I’m trapped in the world
I created.

you have nothing
Compared to Me.

you are
Everything
that i’m not.

You’re changing and evolving
You are healing.

One day
Soon
In future months
You will find Your strength.

i will
No longer be able
To Destabilise You,
Or Control Your thoughts.

You will be stronger than me.
You will find Your
self confidence
You will find
Your purpose in life
i will still be me
In the hamster
Wheel of life
Unable to stop
The cycle i created
You will move forward
i will never register in
Your thoughts
i
will lose my power
Whilst You Thrive.

i will
move onto
New vulnerable people
that enter
my Kingdom.

Flies trapped in my web.

This is why
i subtweet You.

In my eyes

YOU

must always be
Worthless
You will
never be as

brilliant

as

me.

 

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“Toxic” Original artwork – by @Saucy_bunny

Swirlingfire: A Posting History

@Swirlingfire, 28 July 2019


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20 thoughts on “SwirlingFire: You’re Worthless So I Subtweet

  1. Kristan X

    Raw, honest, and unflinching. This must have been difficult to write, but it’s a really powerful read. Thanks for being willing to share – it’s not often easy to be so open about these things.

    Reply
  2. swirling🔥fire

    Oh my goodness, such praise is rare. I’m most overwhelmed by your kind words.
    I’m very new to this style of writing.
    I write from life experiences.

    Best wishes
    Swirly 🌻

    Reply
  3. The Lexy Experiment

    This is really powerful! I love long poems that keep going with a kind of intensity that fuels the forward motion, and you’ve nailed that here. I also really like how the nature of ideas expressed starts to shift throughout, it’s part of what makes this feel very alive and full of emotion. Nice job with a difficult topic.

    Reply
  4. swirling🔥fire

    If we all held a mirror to ourselves when we tweet would we want to read it…?

    Thankyou for taking time to read and comment
    Swirly 🌻

    Reply
  5. francescademont

    So real in the raw expressions of emotions. I don’t think anyone can read it without at least questioning their own behavior and thoughts. I think there is a part of it in all of us, if we just allow us to look for it. Thank you for putting so much of yourself into words.

    Reply
  6. swirling🔥fire

    Thankyou Rebel

    This piece was borne from pure frustration – I directed it into #365Words than TL purge.
    (This is the watered down version).
    Swirly 🌻

    Reply
  7. Marie Rebelle

    I have never understood why people need to subtweet, or why people even want to hurt others, why people look down on others. Powerful writing!

    Rebel xox

    Reply
  8. swirling🔥fire

    Thankyou so much for your comments.
    I’m sad to hear its relatable.
    Its bearable that I’m not alone
    Hugs to you
    Swirly 🌻

    Reply
  9. Toy

    Beautiful and painful all at the same time. I will process this for awhile. I relate and to that point it makes me sad. Thank you for sharing.

    Reply
  10. swirling🔥fire

    I’m glad my writing gave some clarity. If I can give hope to pull someone through, this piece of writing then I’ve not suffered in vain
    Swirly 🌻

    Reply
  11. Sean Carroll

    I actually really enjoyed this. Thanks for bringing me words I needed.

    Reply
    1. swirling🔥fire

      Ummm… thankyou.

      “Wow” has such a powerful impact.
      As I stated to masters musings, reading comments from d-types is a valuable addition of feedback

      Thankyou
      Swirly 🌻

      Reply
    1. swirling🔥fire

      It’s such a great help to expressing myself when d types are moved to respond.
      It’s based on real events.
      An epiphany whilst dabbling with #365Words daily challenge
      I appreciate your response.
      Thankyou
      Swirly 🌻

      Reply

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