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The Silent Charmer Sneaking up when you weren’t paying attention A stealth bomber on a black ops mission A barely audible hum Matt black surface on a metal casing Dials and switches Blinking on and off A nano second trip switch Throws you off kilter Whatever whooshed past you best say ‘goodbye’ It’s a long […]
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You Can Talk You can talk You can talk to dozens of nameless faces You can talk to a roomful of people and say nothing You can talk You can talk You can talk to anyone You can talk to the stars & moon You can talk to push through gloom You can talk You […]
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….. your vibe attracts your tribe….? I was asked to submit my thoughts regarding social media – each time I pull my words together, it becomes a cathartic purge & not suitable for publishing.
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The Season of Forgiveness How to enjoy your life with Strangers #555Fables Hey stranger ! How are ya ? Cute pet What’s its name ? Its early morning beverage time Its coffee Tea And Meeeeeeee Here’s my breasts Sleep wrinkled Still perky Flash me your smile Its only 6.30 Hey, did I tell you I […]
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Reality versus Fantasy My reality is not your truth – it does not mean I’m a liar. My memory recall is poor, not my ability to know the genuine, accurate real “right” from manipulated, twisted, abusive “wrong”.
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Top 5 Posts Here are the most clicked on blogs during 2020. Four posts are my personal experiences, except for one – ‘Canary in a Coalmine’ was a massive turning point of support for those that read and recognise the subtle nuances of life experiences many of us never talk about. The survivor of that […]
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Slippery Truth I may not be your cup of tea, I’m marmite not cheap coffee Your breakfast choice is yours alone You’re most welcome to decide, If it’s your valid desire from fact You can unfollow me; If you stay and take your fill That is your choice You know you are allowed to leave […]
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Canary In A Coalmine “I will die without you”, he wailed, as the snot bubbles muffled his tears of well rehearsed anguish. Daily use of five fingered ferns could not subdue his rage, it masked that he had, unsurprisingly skipped his anti-psychosis meds. “ I won’t survive without you”, he snivelled. Threatening to kill himself, […]
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Mental Bondage First text and last text of each day. Doesn’t sound like a big task. It wasn’t. It was so easy to trap my mind into a continuous loop to revolve around him, his needs and wants, I was excluded. First text and last text were often ignored, usually because I could see his […]
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The Devil is a Gentleman Halloween, the spookiest time of the year. Caricatures of ghosts and ghouls, horror film characters, witches, both white magic and black arts, the Devil and disciples, the acolytes in training, headless zombies, Dracula and the Damned. Throw in a few glasses of alcohol, snacks, and sugary treats and a party […]
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The majority of my writing is a creative outlet to process sexual assault / trauma resulting from suppressing #Rape within an uninformed non consensual d/s mentoring “dynamic”. The following piece of prose is a fresh visit as new memories surface and the anniversary to “first scent of fear” approaches – please exercise caution with […]
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his Coffee Choice Selection My favourite colour pod Auto reflex Inhale Deeply Deeper still That first hit Catching thoughts Eyes close with memories A tiny jiggle Click Snapping open Sigh Standing silently The shiver of goosebumps chilly kitchen Click Pod drops Whoosh Aromatic filtered steam Another deep inhalation Little lights blinking Press Type Scroll Press […]
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Cruel To Be Kind Hello “Dear Friend” It’s been bugging memore than it should;
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Blame, Shame – Defame Hours pass by like a decomposing carcass. Entrails ooze as the stench of death hangs over us. Heat seeking destroyers of those still breathing. Carrion Crows in a city that continues to collapse, Whilst incoming circling vultures pick over the remaining pulsating parts. Overweight bluebottles, all spittle and froth deposit their […]
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365 x2 Two years – no direct contact. I’ve become so attuned to “walking on eggshells” that my regular daily phrasing and pausing before responding has become very measured and calm. My brain swirls whilst calculating perceived levels of threat. I try to not react to information. Recently I’ve chosen to mute/unfollow angry, violent, judgemental, […]
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As With many other blog posts included in this separate tab – I write from personal experience mostly regarding the topics of Sexual, verbal, emotional and psychological abuse, #Narcissistic Personality Disorder #NPD and, #Sadistic negative characteristics.
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Never Again Revenge Definition: To exact punishment for a wrong doing on behalf, especially in a resentful or vindictive spirit Thesaurus: Attack, eye for an eye, malevolence, measure for measure, retribution, vindictive Karma Definition: The good or bad emanations felt to be generated by someone/thing Thesaurus: Fate, feeling, power Schadenfreude Definition from German Origin: Satisfaction […]
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The Death of Dorian Grey Life doesn’t get easier – we just find different ways to distract ourselves from things we cannot change. The things we can change? We make promises that we will do better next time Probably We learn to be better actors On stage nurtured Ego In full technicolour Dorian Grey Hues […]
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Sadists and Sirens Hold onto your Anger. Hold onto that anger when your thoughts drift to (that name) and you start to feel low; Hold on to that Anger and fight. Fight Dirty Recall the belittling tone and timbre? Remember the way you were told stop being silly? You see things that aren’t there don’t […]