A Personal Journey Through D/s Hypnosis – Part 11, Amnesia
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It’s been a while since my last post in this series. I thought I would discuss a different facet – Amnesia.
Hypnosis
Pistanthrophobia
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I wrote a piece on trust at the beginning of the year. This #TellMeAbout prompt allows me to reassess a few things and be clear, at least in my own mind, as to what my own personal nuances around trust mean. Trust is a strange commodity. I was going to write that I don’t have […]
Stepping Out
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There are different types of hypnosis sessions and my favourite is the real-time session. These are the same format as the online webcam sessions, except that we’re in the same room and about three feet apart. There’s an added element of intimacy to these sessions. She can play more with her voice in the confidence […]
Judgement
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“I can’t believe you did that !!” My first words in over an hour, though they had been silently going around my head as I left the artist to her work. “What ? You mean beating lumps out of your arse followed by needles ?” “Yeah, that” Impact play and needles are both major endorphin […]
A Personal Journey Through D/s Hypnosis – Part 10, You Do It To Yourself
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Hypnosis – You do it to yourself. The sub-conscious acts on the suggestions it wants to, those compatible with its desires and fantasies. The hypnotist can’t make you want incompatible things, but they can manipulate the intensity of your desire to facilitate their suggestions for things you knowingly and unknowingly want, lowering barriers to adoption […]
A Personal Journey Through D/s Hypnosis – Part 9, The Whirling Conscious
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“Let the mind wander as it will.” That’s a phrase I’ve heard a lot. She uses it towards the end of an induction so that the separation between my conscious and sub-conscious is more distinct. It’s the instruction for the conscious to go mind it’s own business whilst she talks to the sub-conscious.
Confidence Is Everything
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As we hurtle through life we navigate it in light of our fears. We restrict ourselves to taking the safe path to avoid crippling anxiety.
Beyond Trust
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I tend to get caught up in semantics and precisely what a word means to me. Lately my thoughts have turned to the word vulnerable and it’s sibling, vulnerability and how my changing perceptions relate to another key word, trust.
2018 – Perhaps Better Than I Thought
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I wasn’t going to go all retrospective about 2018 until I thought that in some ways it’s been quite momentous and that I need to acknowledge and celebrate that.
Time Rendered Meaningless
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The last brainwashing session completely destroyed my sense of time. It was no accident, she designed it that way and although outcomes with hypnosis are far from being guaranteed, her design succeeded quite spectacularly.
A Personal Journey Through D/s Hypnosis – Part 8, Scrambling Time Sense
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I’ve been experiencing the brainwashing sessions for a year, there are a number evolutions over that time as both of us have learned so much. The key word for this post is TIME.
Will Everybody Please STFU
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There’s a right of passage when the 18th birthday is looming. It’s time to swagger up to the door of the local night club and attempt to get in without being quizzed. Back then they weren’t bothered about underage drinking so long as it wasn’t too obvious. So having found myself inside the den of […]
Emotions: Shaken And Stirred
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Emotions !! I fear it’s a topic I will return to again and again. Emotional responses are my clearest means to understanding the flux of melody being in the ascendant. There is an “I” composed of “him” and “melody” along a spectrum. For the longest time it was comprised almost entirely of “him”. To the […]
The Obscure Venn Diagram of Norman Collier & Hypnosis.
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Who can remember hiding under the bed sheets trying to tune in a transistor radio ? For some it would have been Radio Luxembourg, for me more likely to be a football commentary from across the continent. Keeping a medium wave station in sync was an art form. Forty-five years later I sometimes think that […]
Emotional Content
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That’s part of a famous line uttered by Bruce Lee in Enter the Dragon. If there’s one thing that makes melody easier to identify in the swings and roundabouts of daily life it is in the expression of emotions. Emotion and me have had a rocky relationship over the years. We kind of gave up […]
A Personal Journey Through D/s Hypnosis – Part 7, To Surrender Is To Win
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I have an unexpected quiet day which gives me some leisure to put a few things in better and broader context. The last brainwashing and hypnosis sessions have had effects that I’m still processing and learning. On the back of a fresh foundation of submission, service and obedience driven deeper than ever in the brainwashing, […]
A Personal Journey Through D/s Hypnosis – Part 6, Don’t Panic
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I wrote a few days ago on the sudden decision to wear heeled boots to work (Little Steps for Big Steps). Really I’d love to be able to wear court shoes with 4″ stilettos but that’s not going to happen any time soon. There’s quite a few things now where an aspect of melody rounds […]
A Personal Journey Through D/s Hypnosis – Part 5, Crumbling Barriers
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There’s a common wish fulfilment myth about hypnosis that at the swing of a watch or the snap of a finger that you can be instantly made into somebody or something new. For someone who is struggling this seems to be a deceptively simple solution to all their problems. Instead it can seriously add to […]
A Personal Journey Through D/s Hypnosis – Part 4, Where’s the Oblivion Switch ?
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Continuing with this occasional series, I thought I’d touch on one of my strange perceptions from within the tranced state.
The Leisure of Slow Bondage
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I love bondage, confinement and sensory deprivation. The tighter the bondage, the greater the feelings of restraint and there are so many variations in how it can be implemented. When it comes to canes, whips and other means of inflicting pain and raising endorphins the mind is very focused on dealing with the immediacy of […]
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